I believe it's one thing to make a costly mistake that most people wouldn't dream of making; but it's quite a different side of the coin to pick one's self up and begin a new journey. Leaving a sandpit of deprivation, demoralization and remorse to embark on a life devoid of callousness and nacisicm, is my most recent accomplishement; and I hope to build on it.
I have learned a lot about myself in the past two years during which, I made a commitment to finish an important project. The new discovery is that I need a challenge in order to preserve a sense of self worth. That is part and parcel of who I am, and I cannot change it.
Contributing to the community, my church and family are all well and good; while these deeds migjht be honorable, I view them as simplistic. My idea of personal growth is to solve new problems without cheating.
I want to help others make corrections, take new strides and rise over the adversities that can be construed as insurmountable.
Depression is an enemy that has sapped the energy of a great number of people who grapple with their talents and ambitions. I struggle with the realization that my goals are still distant, but I will persist. Past achievements give me the confidence to forge ahead to new heights. This time around, I hope to keep my spirituality in tact.
It's a challenge. I wouldn't have it any other way.
BH
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I just saw your website for the first time. You seem to have an interesting style. I work with cases very similar to yours. It would appear that you are prone to setting goals, perhaps too often? Of course that's much better than not having any. I would suggest you continue working this out with your therapist. I hope to own a copy of Stock Power soon! All the best with project.
Lippstick
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